Friday, September 09, 2005

cold / open ing windows for grace

moments / like clouds / always move

change // & see / i don't think it's fair / in the

name of fair ness / / you know more of i

than i of you / / & certain lee i lay my self down

give words / / all ways talk ing / / but real lee

there is no thing to share / of significance




for i am empty //













& i am roll ing joints for jesus / it is with great faith
i roll a rizzilla white / & dream a zig zag blue
oh lord / this paper is too thin


& i am smoking in my office again / late nite
weed / they said / grass / i say / & the green rises
around my head / a gain / / & i'm think ing / @
this time of nite / who give a fuck




it is my broken head that doesn't sleep


& tho eye burns / fog i say / fog / it's burn ing a gain
& head nods / / some thing / it's a minor error i say

some thing wakes me / hour lee / sweats

the voice says / you're fight ing demons a gain / & the
damp of hair sticks down my back / wet wet / i say
i can't take this / / smoke cigarettes / eat / drink water

sleep sleep / & tho i walk thru the valley of sleep waking
i shall become / i shall fear / will i / will i /
head thickens &

i'm sure i can't remember / / /


so i lite a smoke in stead / feel the numb ness / feet
frozen a gain / / / it's all a gain / end less


& to day we speak of gold en / how the days shift to bright
& the grass is white/yellow in the field / summer burnt in to
autumn // & i am wish ing for green / to stay / sun / to stay
high with me / & all ready / low lite / lowt of wynter / the thot
of / encroaching time / & really i know i shouldn't get so sad



not yet / time is not over yet









so i walk thru the valley of autumn & really
it's st.ill summer / & i have decided

it's time for a cure /
a time to cleanse / mind / body / spirit


& you'll see / i can just disappear like that
don't worry / she says /


but that was yester day / & i could have sworn it
was last week / but time is like that / elusive
easily for gotten






& i am fold ing in to / knots again //









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