Tuesday, January 11, 2005

weather cast

look in to my eyes
what do you see
a reflection of the
in side of me






burn the hole bigger / blacken the edge


a memory of a kiss / / oh you kissed me















she resolves to stay out of the snow
keep in from the cold

the wind the wind
makes every thing so much colder

roads covered in white silt
let the treachery begin

it seems to be a theme


ice january / oh winter is up on us
you want weather / i'll give you weather
snow / / a sealing off of the earth





ah give me back my words of sanity
torn up ripped to a shrillion pieces
screaming / / death death death to the words

unsanity prevails / welcome to / well i wasn't
exactly going to call it hell / / but fuck
it fits/ welcome to the inside of the mind of crazy


why mommy forgets:

she had too many children
she had too many drinks
she had too many joints



what mommy remembers

her name in the morning
things that happened a long time a go (maybe)
that she was paralyzed ( at one with the earth )
floor level that is




& so let me rest in pieces of night

deep snore hot sweat chilled shoulders
a head that won't stay sleeping
walk the house in the morning
walk the house in the night / when night becomes morning
then i wish you were there / but no / we've been gone for a
very long time now / / / i promise to be good now /
promise to look after things / / promise to be crazy





& so let me rest in pieces
let the snow build up to the sky
lest i for get / / i am mary / the blood
of mirth / one bad joke / /









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