& so / it is an
air of rest less /
tiny words / with no
mean ing / mean ing ?
well / i have no idea / seems i've slipped a way
a gain / seems i've got no thing to share / no thing
to say / /
ill ness folds / in on me
head thick with cold
sore body
a brain / that won't / can't / think
& i'm think ing / this is me ?
i don't like it / not one bit /
& i want to start over a gain / go back to 15
go back to 14 / start over / do other things
but / it's not / that /
there is no easy / only struggle
& i say / give me 2 million years /
i wish to circle the sun / end / less
i wish to be / for ever
& the doctor says / god won't let you die yet
& it's those kind of comments i can't stand
yet he says it with such a kind voice / good
heart / i think / this doctor /
& he gives me some thing / to take a way the pain
& it does / in a way / ah i'm the punish er /
with a masochistic tendency to ward
comforts / dis comforts / & the ill ness
trickles in to the lungs / ah / so hard to breathe
air so cold now / zero degrees / rain / snow
mountains / us / we are covered / in the morn ings
by after noon / it melts / only a reminder / don't
for get what side of the sun you're on /
winter side / for northern er's /
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